mallorymel
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- Mar 14
- United States
- Deviant for 12 years
- AdopteeRage.blogspot.com, adultchildrenofalcoholics.blogspot.com, melsback-talk.blogspot, badmedicine.blogspot.com
- She / Her
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My Bio
I am Not a joiner...I am socially deviant, loner, out-cast, adopted/Lost/banished & found.
I am proud GLBT, Secularist, Minimalist and follow Buddhist principles. A Lost-Bird from the Eastern Band Cherokee Indians. I was stolen at birth from reality and forced to endure a life of deception, pretending and acting the part of the "adopted child role". Forced into denial of myself and forced to live a lie. In reunion-truth I have begun to see glimpses & familiarity of my true self. The miracle of knowing, loving and being with my sister is the greatest gift I could never dare hope for. My Sister is the sun, the magic power of her unconditional love is healing my soul each day. The sun and the moon shines a little brighter each day as my world has begun to reveal to myself the secret of who I truly am.
I am proud GLBT, Secularist, Minimalist and follow Buddhist principles. A Lost-Bird from the Eastern Band Cherokee Indians. I was stolen at birth from reality and forced to endure a life of deception, pretending and acting the part of the "adopted child role". Forced into denial of myself and forced to live a lie. In reunion-truth I have begun to see glimpses & familiarity of my true self. The miracle of knowing, loving and being with my sister is the greatest gift I could never dare hope for. My Sister is the sun, the magic power of her unconditional love is healing my soul each day. The sun and the moon shines a little brighter each day as my world has begun to reveal to myself the secret of who I truly am.
Favourite Visual Artist
"Sheilalee" My Beautiful Sister!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Old-School Reggae/ Classical Piano Composers
Favourite Books
The Primal Wound
Tools of the Trade
Gardening Year Round Southern California
Other Interests
Ballet Class & Classical Piano Accompaniment Mozart-Chopin-Bach So Many!
The Charitable Mother
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My dedication to charity,and service to my community.
I'll win prizes, get respect for doing a gracious thing,
The cruelty and all abuse aside, Is the personal price of owning a human being.
You've been "chosen", paid in full, and forever in debt to me,
An obedient child just might find their new name on my family tree.
You should be so lucky to have a new mother as me.
The dead child that you replaced is alive in my memory.
Your parents did not want you and gave you to be sold.
You are a bastard, Illegitimate, born of sin and lust I'm told.
There are hundreds of unwanted children waiting to take your place.
children like yo
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The Suffocation
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On January 17, 2012 at 4:30 am I got out of bed feeling strange, knowing something was happening.
As I walked into the living room my heart stopped beating, breathing stopped, blood circulation and oxygen supply to my brain stopped, although I kept desperately trying to breath.
This desperate suffering that I can not find any words to describe the horror of dying while being fully conscious. Then calm when I realized that I was going to die.
While I was suffocating to death, I became inner focused thanking God for my life in that 20 seconds.
"I am dying" and "soon I will fall unconscious" and be relieved from su
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